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IMPORTANT/URGENT, PLEASE HELP

2009-09-29T02:31:46Z

Okay so as y'all prob kno already that I'm Filipino (but not livin in the Philippinez)
Well anywayz, I dunno how many of you have heard of Typhoon Ondoy/Ketsana) but pretty much the Philippinez is in a lot of trouble right now and could really use your help :'C Luzon has received the heaviest rainfall in more than 40 yearz on the Philippine capital, within 6 hourz they got a month'z worth rainfall.....
There are housez and vehiclez submerged in the flood waterz and thousandz of people are stranded, some only havin the roofz of their housez to stand on
The government has so far confirmed a total of 240 people dead and nearly 40 people still missin from the devastatin floodz and landslidez

BehindInfinity from dA has a better journal about this so you can read it here~> behindinfinity.deviantart.com/journal/27461246/
There are photoz as well and yes warnin, the last three picz are really upsettin.... (they're hidden under linkz)

I am actually uncertain as to if I have any family in the area and if so, I don't even kno if they're okay D: I do kno I have friendz there thou as well as friendz with family there and I pray they are doin well.........
All the storiez I'm readin about incidentz there are really breakin my heart and I wish I could do more to help......... Unfortunately bein a broke ass art college student, all I can do is send my prayerz and best wishez, but if any of you guyz can help, please do! (refer to BehindInfinity'z journal)

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2009-09-11T02:04:30Z

SOOOOOO MUCH FAIL
SOOOOOOOOO MUCH RAGE
Well okay, today wasn't /completely/ a huge clusterfuck of epic bust
Just that one class
That one fuckin class

My what was supposed to be my second class of the day, Computer Animation class
Okay you might think I'd LOVE that class cuz well, I like to animate on the computer n such
But who it'z taught by
FFFFFF I JUST KNEW ALREADY HOW MUCH FAIL WAS GUNNA BE GOIN ON
So aside from who the teacher is, first thing we're told as class startz
"We have a problem"
OH FFFUUUUUU----
Some retard let 18 people register for the class that can only have a max of 14 people
And well for me, that class is required since I'm an animation major BUT THEN THERE WERE PEOPLE WHO JUST SIGNED UP FOR THE LULZ OR SOME SHIT SO THEN WE HAD TOO MANY PEOPLE FFFFFF
So now I had to switch from havin the class at like 3-6PM to now 9-11AM
I don't really mind mornin classez or anythin, I mean I've willingly signed up for classez earlier than that before but I'm just more so upset that we got fucked over like this and now I have a 3 hour gap between two of my classez where I'll prob not even bother headin back to the dormz for so just be stranded at AIB doin nothin for 3 hourz
Also got the bad newz that my illustration teacher won't be teachin us all semester due to medical reasonz or somethin lsajzdkfghag
Also it'z settled, I'm most likely gunna fail Illustration too ROFL
I.... have no fuckin clue what to do for the stupid homework assignment already fuck shit uuhhhggg
I mean
"Usin one word only -ESCAPE- create a seriez of 10 rough sketchez"
Fuuuck my life I can't think of a single thing
And everyone'z all like "Oh yey this is gunna be so easy oh I already have some done EL OH EL OH EL 8D"
/wrist whyyyy am I so much fail

WITH THAT ASIDE
MY ANIMATION BASICZ II AND ANATOMY/FIGURE DRAWIN TEACHERZ
ARE
FUCKIN
AWESOME
Yesssss oh god
My Animation Basicz II teacher was one of the judgez at my critique last semester and uhg so great
I dunno I just really appreciated that he was able to point out how /lifeless/ my drawinz are which I swear for some reason no one else ever seez therefore tellz me all my crap is so fuckin great when it'z not
And he was able to tell me what I could do to bring more life into my work
And I really /really/ appreciated that like you have no idea
But anywayz yah, he'z also super funny and I friggin just love the people of the animation department, I feel in the right place
Anatomy teacher = also an epicly fun man
Even thou we weren't there for that long today since it was the first day n such, he was seriously like the light at the end of the tunnel oh god
If the day had ended with that comp animation class, I swear I probably woulda punched everyone I walked by all the wat back to my dorm room fffffff
So I don't really like startin my day off with comp animation now cuz that will just set me in a horrible mood for the rest of the day but Animation Basicz II and Anatomy class I'm sure will pull me thru Tuesdayz and Thursdayz
Also, very excited for my animation homework already thou HOLY SHIT THIS IS GUNNA TAKE A WHILE damn I wish I had a light table to use in my dorm so I don't have to go all the way to AIB to use the onez there ffff

Also I'm plannin a Spycrab infestation on my hall floor LMAO it shall be marvelous
Tryin to get the Freshmen to all pitch in too C'MON KIDZ THIS IS ART SCHOOL
It'z sad I, who'z prob the most anti social of them all, is tryin to get them all to do more round the dorm hah
Well two of them asked to record a vid of me sayin happy birthday to one of their friendz who I don't even kno rofl but okay :'D

Welp, Imn a chipper bitter mood a bit so I'll leave y'all alone now haha laterz matez~~

MISSION BEGINZ IN 30 SECONDZ

2009-09-10T02:17:11Z

Ssssoooo I moved into my new dorm room on Monday :D
And I still have to finish unpackin, settin up my room n junk lulz
I HAVE SO MUCH WALL NOW ROFL OH GOD WHAT TO PUT ON THEM must clutter wall, cause fire hazardz yessssss
Also need new picz for my door, still have same ol Batmen faggotry n such from last year :I
Well, I'll leave some of them up still since mostly everyone here is new to this dorm buildin except for me, my friend'z old roommate, my CA and that guy who commutez from Boston but chillz here all the time LUL
But needz moar TF2 faggotry
Way more
Even thou I'm alone in this buildin now while my friendz are all in different buildinz quite the walk away, I'm hopin I'll have fun in this buildin still C:
Everyone keepz their doorz closed thou..... D:
But then went to the hall social meetin yesterday and daaaamn did it go on for a while unlike the onez last year (3 hourz, opposed to 1 hour ROFL)
Everyone who went are so cool
I actually think I managed to make more friendz with them than I did with last year'z residentz PFFFTTT I'm happy with myself =w=b
And I get the feelin this year the boyz hall will not be experiencein any holez in the wall lmfao they all seem so chill
(Also obligatory resident weird guy lmao wat, I think he'z an animation major too, oh hello thar hahaha an no I am not the obligatory weird guy B| )
Hopefully now more people will leave their doorz open :D
It'z so creepy walkin down the hallz to all doorz closed, makez me feel like I live in the whole buildin alone D:
But then also my neighboorz to my right have a window that'z at an angle where they can see the whole inside of the room if I have my shadez opened
Fffff lmao how can I fap to my porn in peace now =w=

Anywayyyyzz
First day of classez today :D
I only have one class, Illustration dohohoh
Hopefully it'll be a fun class, Bonez took it last year since she'z a Illust major but I've seen her homework assignmentz and eeeeerrrrr...... I'm not really of the creative bunch here :C Might be hard ffff
Thingz like "illustrate this poem" lasjkfhgajfa crap
Well wish me luck =w=b
Also I have my scanner back now so expect some thingz other than PChat dumpz comin...eventually lulz
And.... might be less PChat dumpz too
Internet suckz here an I keep gettin booted =w=;;;
I only have so much patience with havin to restart my comp all the time to log back in and then wait for the log to load slowely as molasses down a straight road :| lulz
But I'm most likely still gunna be in there every day anywayz LMAO you'll just see me not on there sometimez cuz of gettin booted =w= doh

Well
Fare the well must get ready to take my leave for class :D
Wish me luck

OH HELLZ TO THE YES

2009-09-06T20:39:17Z

LOOK I'M REMEMBERIN TO POST 8D Or.... at least not bein lazy and postin rofllll
Movin back to my dorm tomorrooooowwww yes C:
I'm so excited omg
But is it sad that I'm most excited to be goin back so I can go to the storez again up in Cambridge/Boston? ROFLLLL
I need to hit up on Garment District again oh goshhhhhh
GD you will not let me down on findin stuff to satisfy my vintage needz will yooooouuuuuuu *U*
Near Halloween time too god you're heaven on Earth round this time of year ffffff so friggin excited
I MUST CONTINUE PACKIN NOW SORRY FOR THE SHORT POST THOU Y'ALL MUST BE HAPPY BOUT MY LONG POSTZ NOT FAGGIN UP YOUR F-LIST hurdur

Hohoho

2009-09-01T02:59:41Z

I just set all my old LJ entriez to private LMAO
Jesus christ I'm sorry for havin been so friggin EMO way back when fffffffffffff
But I must thank those who kept me together durin those hard timez haha TuT <33
Ah god anywayz, movin back into my dorm next Monday :D
So very excted yessss
God but I still have so much thingz to do still kshdfjkg
(Still lingerz in PChat thou roflll)

Fuck you Azu

2009-08-07T13:28:45Z

Post the fuck more here god friggin dammit
And with thingz other than tellin yourself to post the fuck more
GET YOUR ASS OFF PCHAT AND FUCKIN POST HERE

Okay mummeh, I'll try :D

.....So uh
Goin to the mall with the Koreanz in a bit hurhur
And no I did not sleep yet I've been up PChattin with cool people
And drew mah Deadypoo' bby after like over a year aaaahhhhhhhhhh <3 (FACK YOU GUYZ I DO DRAW MORE THAN JUST TF2 ARTZ SEE B( huuuuuuurrrrrrf)

Except doin so reminded me why I stopped
Poor guy is butchered in my style :C (Wait, everythin is butchered in your 'style' Azu.... BUT KEEP MOVIN FOWARD YOUNG LAD :D)
But god damn do I wanna spam some good ol CableDeadpool manlovin durdurdurdurdur klsdjghaakdghj where the hell did mum n dad pack up my comicz, I must reread C/DP now ahhhhhhhhh
WHEN WILL THEY GET BACK TOGETHER...............SRSLY
/BitchslapzCableplz
I've also been wantin to spam some JSRF artz with someone too
Ahhh but there'z no one D:
Just like there'z practically no one to spam comic people with either (this night was just awesome ahhhhh comic love thank you)

Also I need to keep track of all y'all'z journalz more :B I'mma try to come on here more often I swear ahhh.....
Back tracked in afire'z entriez omgggggg I didn't kno she made all those pinz (CABLE AND DEADPOOL AH AH AHHHH -jizz'd-)
School'z startin up in a month ahhhh I hope I can get me a job
Money is credit to all my interestz derp =3=

Huuuur anywayz yah, y'all who are pchaterz here, Pchat with me at Niko'z if you want when you can =w= I'm that whore who doesn't ever leave room #5 derpderpderp (no srsly.... I don't leave)

And lastly
Been thinkin of makin this friendz only and dumpin all my art shenaniganz here huuuurrr (huh wait, I thought you already decided this to be your art journal, Azu durdurdur shut up fag it'z a new year)

/Azu out
Latez matez~

tainted_steam @ 2009-07-19T06:02:00

2009-07-19T10:07:49Z

I NEED TO POST MORE HERE ROFLROFLROFLORLF ._.;;;;
It'z so sad, I wish I posted here more, I really do have horrible memory.....
I don't want to forget the fun timez I have ;____;
Or even the not so fun~
Memoriez are good....
I'mma try post here more
Miss you gaiz D: <3

(PS I PChat far too much for it to be considered healthy.... Nor is the amount of timez I do anythin revolvin remotely around TF2....... Then again I was never really much considered healthy)

I NEED NEW ICONZ AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Or I should get a paid account.... cuz I still love my Cable/Deadpool and Lazy Town iconz... Don't judge me

Okay now I'll leave y'all alone